I was not excited about my birthday this year. I do not know if it was the fact that Josh is not here, or what.
I'm not the only one that didn't care either.
I received ZERO cards in the mail, which is a first. I did however get something I had bought off eBay, so that was nice. I got two cards this year.. I'm not really complaining, but it kinda makes me feel like crap.
and well, my facade worked. Lunch wasn't all that great, I should have thought of a pedicure sooner.. That would have been better. Yes I got free dessert, which is why I wanted to go out to lunch in the first place.. not because I am fat or greedy but because I had never gotten free dessert on my birthday.
Anyway, today was just another day to me. Nothing special happened. I got criticized for doing my hair and make up, for no reason other than wanting to look nice on my birthday. My boyfriend didn't even verbally wish me a happy birthday. (Which may be because the previous day when talking about something else I had said I wanted him to post nice, cute, romantic, whatever stuff on my wall. So.. that's what he did.)
Sigh, today was just a major let down. I wish someone would have thrown me a surprise party.
Sorry it didn't go the way you wanted it to :o(
ReplyDeleteGuess birthday cards & birthday parties start to expire as we get older? I don't know though. The last time I got a birthday card in the mail I was 8 and I have only ever had 2 birthday parties my entire life. They included 2 people at each one.